The World for Musical Monday

 Vermillion- Slipknot

She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalities
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see
 Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Until the night that she came home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia, you're bathed in possession
She is home to me

I get nervous, perverse when I see her to worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never she's coming home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

Hard to say what caught my attention
Vixen crazy, Aphid Attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist through my name, to self oblige
She is something in me, the darkness finds

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

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This video brings me deeply into how I often feel about what is becoming of our world. She is a perfect portrait of a heart sickening loneliness and inability to fit in. Confused, lost and alone. And I can't express how often my world has made me feel that way. But in the end when the butterfly comes to rest before her. That one small thing in a world of movement beyond reach brings a peace and a happiness that has been unmatched.

Today I want to take some time to just sit for awhile and let myself be at peace. Work and family and cooking and households and friends and business and bills can be set aside for just a moment of pure stillness to bring me a back a bit of hope and happiness. :)